23
Jul
Defended
The gap between knowing you're safe and letting it land.
3 min read
S. Rolling
Living with lupus, rheumatoid arthritis, and POTS. Writing about nervous system regulation, outdoor life, and what I've learned while trying to build a life inside chronic illness. Sharing the tools I wish I'd had 40 years ago.
21
Jul
Stone and Weather
Shortening the Gap
4 min read
18
Jul
Stupid Games
POTS management often starts with limitation. That was never part of my calculation.
4 min read
13
Jul
Monkey Arms
What an orthopedic surgeon's theory about apes has to do with a compressed nerve.
3 min read
11
Jul
Before You Can't
The Cost of Unsettled Things
4 min read
11
Jul
And It Stoned Me
Fifty years finding out what it actually meant.
3 min read
08
Jul
The Dressing
Green Goddess, Tahini, Caesar-ish. Just make it.
2 min read
06
Jul
Competence Mask
When capability becomes the only safe way to exist.
4 min read
03
Jul
The Clearing
Some years the fog takes it. That year it didn't.
2 min read
30
Jun
Dead Reckoning
The gauges don't redline. They just stop meaning anything.
3 min read