Still Rolling Outdoors
A chronic illness field journal. Nervous system and trauma recovery, through outdoor life. Not broken. Adapted. Still Rolling.

Latest Posts

28
Sep
2026 Wildflower Gallery: April - September

2026 Wildflower Gallery: April - September

Northern California Wildflower Bloom
3 min read
11
Sep
Until the Wheels Come Off

Until the Wheels Come Off

Aliveness Without Guarantees
2 min read
05
Sep
Don't Get to Keep Good Things

Don't Get to Keep Good Things

On grief, capacity and regulation. The stories that pain tells when control slips.
4 min read
04
Sep
Point Pinole Sunset

Point Pinole Sunset

Video Field Recording: Nature Sights and Sounds
1 min read
03
Sep
Blue and Gold

Blue and Gold

From Bay to Ridge
2 min read
28
Aug
Just Tomato Soup (B's Version)

Just Tomato Soup (B's Version)

For Someone Who Always Asked for Seconds
3 min read
27
Aug
Grief You Can't Show Up For

Grief You Can't Show Up For

What the hell are we supposed to do with that?
3 min read
25
Aug
It Comes Due Either Way

It Comes Due Either Way

Accumulation, Inevitability, and the Cost of Never Being on the List
4 min read
19
Aug
Dude (Sicks Like a Lady)

Dude (Sicks Like a Lady)

One guy's perspective on lupus and self-advocacy.
5 min read
15
Aug
Brain Freeze

Brain Freeze

If you can't stop the pain, can you change what happens next?
4 min read