Still Rolling Outdoors
A chronic illness field journal. Nervous system and trauma recovery, through outdoor life. Not broken. Adapted. Still Rolling.

Latest Posts

05
Sep
Don't Get to Keep Good Things

Don't Get to Keep Good Things

On grief, capacity and regulation. The stories that pain tells when control slips.
4 min read
04
Sep
Point Pinole Sunset

Point Pinole Sunset

Video Field Recording: Nature Sights and Sounds
1 min read
03
Sep
Blue and Gold

Blue and Gold

From Bay to Ridge
2 min read
28
Aug
Just Tomato Soup (B's Version)

Just Tomato Soup (B's Version)

For Someone Who Always Asked for Seconds
3 min read
27
Aug
Grief You Can't Show Up For

Grief You Can't Show Up For

What the hell are we supposed to do with that?
3 min read
25
Aug
It Comes Due Either Way

It Comes Due Either Way

Accumulation, Inevitability, and the Cost of Never Being on the List
4 min read
19
Aug
Dude (Sicks Like a Lady)

Dude (Sicks Like a Lady)

One guy's perspective on lupus and self-advocacy.
5 min read
15
Aug
Brain Freeze

Brain Freeze

If you can't stop the pain, can you change what happens next?
4 min read
12
Aug
Something I Never Needed To

Something I Never Needed To

Thirty-five years of managing what never needed managing.
4 min read
09
Aug
Hold On Loosely

Hold On Loosely

But Don't Let Go
3 min read