Still Rolling Outdoors
A chronic illness field journal. Nervous system and trauma recovery, through outdoor life. Not broken. Adapted. Still Rolling.

Latest Posts

12
Aug
Something I Never Needed To

Something I Never Needed To

Thirty-five years of managing what never needed managing.
4 min read
09
Aug
Hold On Loosely

Hold On Loosely

But Don't Let Go
3 min read
08
Aug
Brothers, Sisters

Brothers, Sisters

What Held Us Together, a Gen X story
4 min read
04
Aug
The Capacity to Begin

The Capacity to Begin

When the first intervention has to fit inside the energy you have.
6 min read
02
Aug
Wild radish in afternoon light on Wildcat Canyon

2026 Wildflower Gallery: March

Northern California Wildflower Bloom
3 min read
30
Jul
Steeper Gradients

Steeper Gradients

What changes and what doesn't when illness sets the terms.
4 min read
26
Jul
Oh, the Water

Oh, the Water

A creek where the noise first stopped.
2 min read
23
Jul
Defended

Defended

The gap between knowing you're safe and letting it land.
3 min read
21
Jul
Stone and Weather

Stone and Weather

Shortening the Gap
4 min read
18
Jul

Stupid Games

POTS management often starts with limitation. That was never part of my calculation.
4 min read