Still Rolling Outdoors
A chronic illness field journal. Nervous system and trauma recovery, through outdoor life. Not broken. Adapted. Still Rolling.

Latest Posts

25
Aug
It Comes Due Either Way

It Comes Due Either Way

Accumulation, Inevitability, and the Cost of Never Being on the List
4 min read
19
Aug
Dude (Sicks Like a Lady)

Dude (Sicks Like a Lady)

One guy's perspective on lupus and self-advocacy.
5 min read
15
Aug
Brain Freeze

Brain Freeze

If you can't stop the pain, can you change what happens next?
4 min read
12
Aug
Something I Never Needed To

Something I Never Needed To

Thirty-five years of managing what never needed managing.
4 min read
09
Aug
Hold On Loosely

Hold On Loosely

But Don't Let Go
3 min read
08
Aug
Brothers, Sisters

Brothers, Sisters

What Held Us Together, a Gen X story
4 min read
04
Aug
The Capacity to Begin

The Capacity to Begin

When the first intervention has to fit inside the energy you have.
6 min read
02
Aug
Wild radish in afternoon light on Wildcat Canyon

2026 Wildflower Gallery: March

Northern California Wildflower Bloom
3 min read
30
Jul
Steeper Gradients

Steeper Gradients

What changes and what doesn't when illness sets the terms.
4 min read
26
Jul
Oh, the Water

Oh, the Water

A creek where the noise first stopped.
2 min read