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Raising the Floor: Tools That Helped Me Function Again

These are the resources that helped raise my baseline - enough to even imagine hiking again.
low angle view of leaf covered trail between row of tree on either side
Photo by S. Rolling

What This Is

Nearly ten years of searching for the help I wasn’t getting. What’s here are the tools that raised my baseline just enough to stand, breathe, and start again.

Not healed. Not in remission. No miracle narrative. Just a steadier floor under shaky legs.

These are my puzzle pieces, what I found while stumbling through collapse, grief, pain, and long stretches of suffering. This is me switching on a light so you can see what’s there. Take what helps raise your floor; leave the rest.

Links are included now because access matters when you’re already fighting for capacity. Still—arrive curious, seeking information, not instruction. These are trail markers to help you chart your own path, not marching orders. Your body gets the final vote.

Changelog: This is a living document. As I remember more or the work evolves, I'll keep adding and pruning. It's been a long road. This is what I remember today.

  • 03 JAN 2026 - Added links for easier access; reorganized sections for clarity

The Biggest Movers: Where I Started

These are the resources that cracked things open for me—the ones that led to everything else on this page. If you’re overwhelmed, start here. Let these guide you to what comes next.


Awareness, Reconnection, Regulation

When the nervous system is on fire and nothing else lands:

Use as education, not doctrine. Keep what actually calms your system.


Metabolic Reset & Inflammation Relief

Other levers that can change energy, swings, and pain:

Test gently. Track sleep, mood, and flare length - not just weight or macros.


Food-As-Function & Elimination

Clarifying triggers and implementation support:

Do not moralize food. Use it as data. If your body steadies, you’ll know.


Micronutrients, Epigenetics, Root-Level Intakes

Where small deficits created big noise:

If labs or symptoms hint at gaps, shore them up slowly and retest.


Movement, Strength & Longevity

Capacity first, expression later. Scaled to the body I have now, not what I think it should be. This is what got me moving again without backlash:

Going brief and targeted everyday is what builds capacity... Don't do heroic workouts you can’t recover from. Translate their big-engine advice into your current bandwidth. Your dose is your dose.


The Tools That Slice Through Noise

Not all data is good, relevant, or applicable. Learn to filter like your life depends on it.

When the takes get loud, these are where I sanity-check before changing anything:

General

Specific Topics & Resources

At the end of the day, none of this replaces your own body’s data- — sleep, pain, flare duration, and how the trail actually feels.


Foundational Documentaries That Move The Needle

Note: Not anti-pharma. Pro-agency and informed consent. Medications are often necessary. Approach them with a clear, eyes-open awareness. The point is to understand trade-offs, asking better questions. Working with clinicians who respect your pace.

Not endorsements, just films that helped me see the terrain differently. Watch for principles, not dogma.


Why I Sifted This Hard

I know this is a LOT of work just to understand what’s going on. I did it to apply what actually helps me. To reclaim some agency over what’s happening in my body. This was never about cure or remission. It was about taking my shot at a better quality of life.

For me, every tiny moment of aliveness and thriving I’ve managed to steal back from illness adds up. It has always been worth it. Every time.

I spent years mining each source for a single usable pearl. One small thing I could apply to my specific circumstances. Over time, those tiny wins raised the floor.


What This Is (And Isn’t)

This isn’t optimization or performance culture. It’s stay-upright culture. It’s for the days you’re still in the weeds but refusing to hand the whole day over.

If one idea here helps you breathe easier or shortens a flare, that’s enough. The floor just rose a notch.


Safety Note

This my individual, personal experience, not medical or therapy advice. If something spikes pain or panic, stop. Stabilization beats bravado. Work with a practitioner who respects your pace.


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