Don't Get to Keep Good Things
On grief, capacity and regulation. The stories that pain tells when control slips.
Point Pinole Sunset
Video Field Recording: Nature Sights and Sounds
Midsummer Creek Flow
Video Field Recording: Nature Sights and Sounds
Defended
The gap between knowing you're safe and letting it land.
And It Stoned Me
Fifty years finding out what it actually meant.
The Light on It
For over a week I didn't get off the floor. Yesterday the warnings were mostly gone. So I went to the creek.
Surprise Equals Incoming
When the body can't tell the difference.
Everything at Once
When the system finally stops filtering.
The Urban Pivot
Survival for the Sensory‑Sieged
Same Wire, Different Display
Trading One Cope for Another. Addiction Rerouted.