The Weight of Wind

There are days when the weight of my own body feels like a mountain I can't climb. Days when the smallest motion demands more than I have to give. On those days, I use wind as medicine.

Cold exposure through breathwork—the Wim Hof method—taught me that wind isn't just weather. It's a nervous system reset tool. Standing in the sharpness of really cold wind and fog bare skin, breathing deliberately, the sensation cuts through mental noise and grounds me in what's actually happening right now. Not what I'm carrying from yesterday or dreading about tomorrow.

When I'm hiking and wind hits, something similar happens. The physical sensation becomes an emotional bridge. The pressure against my body mirrors the pressure I carry internally—grief, limitation, the accumulated weight of surviving. But wind moves through everything without getting stuck. It reshapes landscapes by persistence, not force.

I started noticing this pattern: the days when wind was strongest were often the days when something shifted internally. Not because wind is magical, but because the sensory experience was intense enough to interrupt my usual mental loops. The cold, the pressure, the sound—it demanded presence in a way that gentle weather doesn't.

This probably sounds like I'm assigning cosmic significance to meteorology. Maybe I am. But the nervous system responds to what it responds to, and mine responds to wind and cold. The practice taught me something about moving through difficulty—not by fighting the pressure, but by breathing into it.

Healing isn't about lightening the load or transcending struggle. It's about learning to move through weight with intention, like wind that bends trees without breaking them. Some days that intention is profound. Most days it's just "keep breathing into the discomfort until it shifts."

The difference between surviving and moving toward sovereignty isn't the absence of pressure—it's developing capacity to work with it instead of against it. Wind taught me that. Not as metaphor, but as daily practice.

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