15
Sep
What Regulation Made Possible
'Self-mastery' may be having enough capacity to pause before choosing.
1 min read
S. Rolling
15
Sep
Testing Frameworks
Discovering things I couldn't learn any other way.
1 min read
15
Sep
The Weight of Wind
Wind isn't just weather—it's a nervous system reset tool.
2 min read
15
Sep
What We Carry: Distinguishing Protection from Habit
When the nervous system regulates, you start to feel the difference: protection vs. habit. Some burdens are information. Others are just weight.
1 min read
09
Sep
When Practices Change: Adapting Rituals for Real Life
The ones that stay teach us how to adapt without abandoning yourself.
2 min read
09
Sep
Grind-Induced Zero Day: Paying for Aliveness
Three straight days pushing hard on steep trails. Day four hit like payment due. Living fully with chronic illness means choosing aliveness — and paying for it.
1 min read
09
Sep
What Reaches Anyway
Not all strength defends. Some just grows.
09
Sep
Carried by the Unstable
You don’t need solid ground to keep moving.
06
Sep
You Don't Have to Be Fully Healed to Belong Outside
You don't have to earn the trail. If you're alive, grieving, in pain, you belong. Healing isn't a finish line. It's a walk you take, as you are.
1 min read
06
Sep
The Body Can Forgive
I silenced its warnings and punished its limits. And yet, it's still here.
1 min read